I Am Sorry!

10849760_719038058192913_1804122520339605633_nI am sorry, I shouted at you,
I am sorry I got angry,
I am sorry that I was not there,
But it was not something,
I ever expected,
I didn’t know you will be lost,
I didn’t know I will never see you,
I was angry that you kept me waiting,
I was angry that you didn’t see me,
But I never knew that unhappy I will be last,
Which talked to you.

I am still angry,
You didn’t fill the promise,
You said you will come back,
You promised that I will be the one,
You will first meet.
And look at you! You are gone,
Leaving us all in shock,
And a promise which will make me regret,
My last anger for life.

You remember,
It wasn’t long when we got close,
We shared bench, we shared lunch,
Taking nap during break,
Cracking jokes and pulling pranks,
I have always missed that,
You remember,
4th bench of the first row,
For All the 4 years,
Yes you missed one,
And you bragged about that one,
That you had so much fun.

I hope it was not true,
I hope you were all fine,
I hope you still there to dance,
Like a maniac, like a drunkard,
I hope that we can still pull your legs,
Tell you off for the flirt you were,
I hope I was not angry,
On the last call,
I hope I had the chance to say,
But it is late, you are gone,
And all I can do is to say it again, I am sorry!

Year of changes!!

Not every day is same, not is the year,
Why to worry then, why to fear,
For me, it was a year of change,
Books and lecture changed into office hours,
Cold and wet weather changed to dry and hot,
From the gravel beach to Delhi roads,
It was the year I moved a lot.

Just not for me,
Life changed for people around too,
Wedding bells for quite few I knew,
For many, 9 to 5 routine was in queue,
But I am pleased with all the change,
And I hope others feel the same.

With the lessons from the year last,
I am moving ahead and moving fast,
With the wish for the others and myself,
Be the coming days are exciting and full of smile,
Hope there is peace and days are less stressed,
And people find strength in each other’s hand!

Smiling in Ruins!!

The sun is bright,
In the morning chills,
Let me play with little I have,
Because who cares,
About the limits I have,
Let the world know,
I can smile in ruins.

The little space,
In the garbage yard,
Is the tennis, football,
Or whatever ground you call,
I have big dreams but,
I also know I can laugh with,
The people I have.

I can rise I can grow,
I am not that Tech friendly,
That I know,
But childhood is mine,
Which I deserve to live,
Let me shine in the sun I have,
Let the world see,
I can smile even in the ruins.

You Were There!!!

You don’t know that,
But you were there,
Like a shadow,
With me everywhere!

I never stopped thinking,
Whenever I thought,
About the girl I like,
You always hovered my mind.

I don’t want you,
To even think about it,
It was me who want,
You to be by my side.

You were the first,
The long crush I had,
And just to let you know,
In my memories,
You will be there.

You don’t know that,
But you were there,
Like a shadow,
With me everywhere!
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I wish!!!

Just add it to the list,
The favor list you asked for!
I wish you could be,
Grateful by heart,
Just saying thank you,
Doesn’t pay it off!!

I never desire,
Anything in back,
But I wish,
You would be obliged,
With what I did,
Whenever you asked!!

I am disappointed,
I felt that I was used,
I wish you have been less cruel,
While being ruthless
As you are being now!!

It’s your Life,
And you have full right,
To live it the way you want,
But I wish youhaven’t
Destroyed mine!!

I hope you do realize,
You were wrong,
You shouldn’t have played me,
In the way you are,
Still I wish you are blessed,
With everything you desire!!

Why life???

Hey life,
Why you act like this,
Just like my earphones,
I Keep you unraveled every time,
But when take out you next,
You are tangled again,
You are jumbled up again!

Hey life,
Why you act like this,
Just like my wardrobe,
One day I feel proud,
To see you so organised and nice,
But when I open you in a week,
You are unsettled again,
You are messy again.

Hey life,
Why you act like this,
Just like my Internet router,
One moment I feel so glad,
To see your speed,
But when I want to make most of it,
You are slow,
You are weak!

Hey life,
Why are you so unsettled,
Why are not always,
As you seems!!!

Inspired from two lines by my friend ‘Rupesh Kumar’ हर बार सुलझा कर रखता हूँ,हर बार उलझी हुई मिलती है
ए ज़िन्दगी तेरे मिज़ाज़ मेरी earphone सी क्यों है…..!

Love Circle

I was walking on it,
Going round and round,
Every time I see you,
Was sent back to start point,
There didn’t seem a way out,
Nor I could escape,
Thought will go away with time,
But couldn’t drift away.

I pretend,
To be normal, to be polite,
While I face you, I stay quite,
But in my heart I want to skip,
As I know the emotions will grow,
And than will break,
Same as ice kept in sun will melt
And vapour away.

Still going in round,
On the circle everyday,
Will have to bear till we depart,
From the path we take,
Today and everyday.

It’s a wish, I want to live!!!

It’s a hope, it’s a Wish,
I want to live a life, with extreme peace,
May this Christmas, and the New Year,
Bring wisdom and integrity,
Among the world and among us,
We don’t want to face other tragedy,
Be it Assam or Peshawar.

It’s a request to the lords of wars,
Call it enough, please take it far,
No innocent should have to give their life,
No one of us want to suffer, let us survive,
Let us be happy with what we have,
Why you do mistakes and we pay the price?

It’s a plea to those, who trample on others,
For a moment of pleasure,
The please will last longer, just try to revive,
Spread smiles, save a life,
Nothing can satisfy more,
Then the smile who just survived!

It’s a wish, I want to live,
In a world with integrity and peace!!!

तेरे एहसास है पास मेरे!!

ऐसा पहली बार हुआ नहीं,
कुछ नया हुआ नहीं,
सोच हर बार की तरह,
है उसी मोड़ पर खड़ी,
तेरी मौजूदगी है नहीं,
फिर भी तेरे एहसास है पास मेरे!!

सपना है ये जनता हूँ,
सच सा लगता है मुझे,
सपनो की दुनिया में जी रहा,
खुद को पूरा सा महसुस कर रहा,
तुझको न पाकर मैं हार रहा,
लेकिन ज्यादा गम न है दिल में मेरे!!

थी मेरे दिल में तू,
जिस दिन से मैंने देखा तुझे,
कोशिश की भुला दूँ तुझे,
बस मेरा न चला उसपर,
रहेगी तू दिल में मेरे,
जब तक चलेंगे साँस मेरे!!

कुछ नया है नहीं,
है सब कुछ वैसा ही,
देखा जिस दिन से तुझे,
चाहत मेरी गयी नहीं,
तेरी मौजूदगी है नहीं,
फिर भी तेरे एहसास है पास मेरे!!